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I don’t like kissing.””I suppose it is a matter of taste.”[…]”I...
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7th May 2021
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![I don't like kissing.""I suppose it is a matter of taste."[...]"I wondered, did anyone ever," shrug, "you know, hurt you so you don't like kissing? love?""Nope."[...]"I thought maybe someone had been bad to you in the past, and that was why you don't like people touching or holding you.""Ah damn it to hell," she bangs the lamp down on the desk and the flame jumps wildly."I said no. I haven't been raped or jilted or abused in any fashion. There is nothing in my background to explain the way I am." She steadies her voice, taking the impatience out of it. "I'm the odd one out, the peculiarity in my family, because they are all normal and demonstrative physically. But ever since I can remember, I've disliked close contact...charge contact, emotional contact, as well as any overtly sexual contact. I veer away from it, because it always feels like the other person is draining something out of me. I know that's irrational, but that's the way I feel."She touches the lamp and the flaring light stills."I spent a considerable amount of time when I was, o, adolescent, wondering why I was different, whether there were other people like me. Why, when everyone else was facinated by their developing sexual nature, I couldn't give a damn. I've never been attracted to men. Or women. Or anything else. It's difficult to explain, and nobody has ever believed it when I have tried to explain, but while I have an apparently normal female body, I don't have any sexual urge or appetite. I think I am a neuter.
― Keri Hulme,
The Bone People](https://loveinquotes.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/05/i-dont-like-kissing-i-suppose-it-is-a-matter-of-taste-i-wondered-did-anyone-ever-shrug-you-know-hurt.jpg "I don’t like kissing.””I suppose it is a matter of taste.”[…]”I wondered, did anyone ever,” shrug, “you know, hurt you so you don’t like kissing? love?””Nope.”[…]”I thought maybe someone had been bad to you in the past, and that was why you don’t like people touching or holding you.””Ah damn it to hell,” she bangs the lamp down on the desk and the flame jumps wildly.”I said no. I haven’t been raped or jilted or abused in any fashion. There is nothing in my background to explain the way I am.” She steadies her voice, taking the impatience out of it. “I’m the odd one out, the peculiarity in my family, because they are all normal and demonstrative physically. But ever since I can remember, I’ve disliked close contact…charge contact, emotional contact, as well as any overtly sexual contact. I veer away from it, because it always feels like the other person is draining something out of me. I know that’s irrational, but that’s the way I feel.”She touches the lamp and the flaring light stills.”I spent a considerable amount of time when I was, o, adolescent, wondering why I was different, whether there were other people like me. Why, when everyone else was facinated by their developing sexual nature, I couldn’t give a damn. I’ve never been attracted to men. Or women. Or anything else. It’s difficult to explain, and nobody has ever believed it when I have tried to explain, but while I have an apparently normal female body, I don’t have any sexual urge or appetite. I think I am a neuter.
― Keri Hulme,
The Bone People")
